-Fake-
I have come so far to see you,
to be with just you,
to love you,
and............
to hold you close,
and now I see,
your not the real one,
your just a fake
Farewell........
-Saviour-
I am a female Burmecian,
That I feel safe,
When I am in thy Dragon's arms,
Thy Dragon protects me from the abuser,
From the rapist and the evil in terra,
and I love thy dragon for it,
Hear me cry for help,
Save me from perverted mind and paws of others,
Save me,
Fix my clothes and take me back to the lake,
Where you can wash me,
I thank you for the safty you bring,
And the love......
-what Do you think-
Do you feel loved?
Do you feel safe?
Do you feel alone?
Do you miss your real place and home?
where do you belong?
here?
there?
Do you want to think?
A shadowed path,
A darkened Sky,
A fear of Death,
I fear of what I have become,
people push me aside with no care or love.
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-I am waiting for you in the shadows-
Waiting for you to apear from the shadows,
Waiting for you to pass by,
While a sharp my blade of a spear,
While I sit there waiting for you,
I think about what has happened,
Of what I have become,
I am scared of what will happen,
I am scared of what people will think of me,
If it goes all wrong,
I know you are here for me,
and I thank you for what you have done.
I can smell it
Face folding in
Head like a rock
Your chisiling words
Cracking, scraping, penetrating
Excruciating
Flesh bleeding black
Heart like a sack
Temporary baggage
...Room for one more
They've made a hole
You keep slipping through
I cannot catch you
...I'll never have you
Arms growing tired now
Hard to keep them up
Hard to keep them open
Skin fading away
I'm a ghost
and you keep falling through
I cannot catch you
You're going to fall
I feel so small
As they grow tall
A flower in their shadows
Leaves cracking and falling
Petals frozen and stalling
Im withering away
Where is my light?
Please find me
Current Residence: My Cage Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite photographer: Marku Favourite style of art: Anthropomorphic Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: Real one player Shell of choice: Xp Wallpaper of choice: Ice Skin of choice: Xp Personal Quote: "Waiting for you in the shadows"
I didn't see the point updating my journal for a while because I just saw it as pointless maybe because I felt down most of the time so I didn't update much really. so I throught that I would update today because it has been getting a lot better am now on medication hopefully the vocies will go but I know seeing things won't thats just my imangion to be honest with you I've always seen things :) .
anyway on to the art side of things. I feel if anyone wants me to draw for them I will requests are welcome and art trades, I'd love it if as meny as possible can ask me to draw for them or a trade I perfer trades but requests are welcome. :)
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